church of Christ at 26th and Connecticut
Joplin, Missouri

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Jopin, MO  64804

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    Evening Worship      6 pm

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A Shocking Prayer

 

In Jeremiah 20, we read about a priest named Pashur who has Jeremiah beaten and put in the stocks, “a wooden frame with holes for the hands, neck, or feet of a prisoner” (CEV footnote).  After Jeremiah is released, he prophecies that Pashur will die as a captive in Babylon.  Then Jeremiah prays a prayer that is shocking in several respects:

 

Jeremiah calls God a liar

 

The first words in Jeremiah’s prayer are, “O Lord, You have deceived me and I was deceived” (Jeremiah 20:7 NASB).  This echoes Jeremiah’s prayer in Jeremiah 15:18, “Will You indeed be to me like a deceptive stream” (NASB), or, as the old King James put it, “wilt thou altogether be unto me as a liar?”  At that time, God told Jeremiah to “repent” (Jer. 15:19 TNIV).  And, likewise, Jeremiah should now repent of charging God with deception.  God had not deceived Jeremiah, for God “never lies” (Titus 1:2 ESV).  In fact, “it is impossible for God to lie” (Hebrews 6:18 ESV).

 

Jeremiah feels like throwing in the towel

 

Next, Jeremiah spoke of his persecutions, and then said that those persecutions tempted him to quit being a prophet.  He said: “Sometimes I say to myself, ‘I will forget about the Lord.  I will not speak anymore in his name.’  But then his message becomes like a burning fire inside me, deep within my bones.  I get tired of trying to hold it inside of me, and finally, I cannot hold it in” (Jeremiah 20:9 NCV).  Now Jeremiah sets a good example.  As the Life Application Study Bible notes, “When God’s living message of forgiveness and love becomes fire in your bones, you also will feel compelled to share it with others, regardless of the results.”

 

Jeremiah prays for vengeance

 

Next, Jeremiah speaks of his enemies, and prays, “I have told you my complaints, so let me watch you take revenge on my enemies” (Jeremiah 20:12 CEV).  A couple of chapters before, Jeremiah was even more shocking:

 

So let their children starve!  Let them die by the sword!  Let their wives become childless widows.  Let their old men die in a plague, and let their young men be killed in battle!  Let screaming be heard from their homes as warriors come suddenly upon them.  For they have dug a pit for me and have hidden traps along my path.  Lord, you know all about their murderous plots against me.  Don’t forgive their crimes and blot out their sins.  Let them die before you.  Deal with them in your anger (Jeremiah 18:21-23 NLT).

 

Some commentators try to defend Jeremiah in passages like these.  For example, our brother Wayne Jackson says that Jeremiah’s words should be viewed as “a call for divine justice, not personal vindictiveness” and notes similar New Testament passages (Luke 19:27; Galatians 5:12 and Revelation 6:10).  Nevertheless, I think I would personally have difficulty praying such prayers in good conscience.  Among other things, I notice a contrast between Jeremiah’s prayer, “Don’t forgive their crimes” (Jer. 18:23), and Jesus’ prayer, “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do” (Luke 23:34 ESV). 

 

Jeremiah wishes he had never been born

 

In the last part of Jeremiah’s prayer, he says, “Cursed be the day on which I was born!  The day when my mother bore me, let it not be blessed!” (Jeremiah 20:14 ESV).  This is just like what Job said: "Let the day perish on which I was born […] Let those curse it who curse the day (Job 3:3-8 ESV).  Jeremiah continues this unhappy note, saying: 

 

Put a curse on the man who told my father, "Good news! You have a son." May that man be like the towns you destroyed without pity. Let him hear shouts of alarm in the morning and battle cries at noon. He deserves to die for not killing me before I was born. Then my mother's body would have been my grave (Jeremiah 20:15-17 CEV).

 

Jeremiah is almost saying, “I wish my mother had had an abortion.”  Then Jeremiah concludes his prayer, saying, “Why did I have to be born? Was it just to suffer and die in shame?” (Jeremiah 20:18 CEV).

 

Conclusion

 

This is how the prayer ends and there is no record of God rebuking Jeremiah on this occasion, as He did in chapter 15.  Instead, the book moves to a new story, possibly six years later.  However, surely God was not pleased with all that Jeremiah prayed.  Even the best of men commit sins.  As Solomon said, “Indeed, there is not a righteous man on earth who continually does good, and who never sins” (Ecclesiastes 7:20 NASB).  May we learn from Jeremiah both how to behave (have that “fire in the bones”) and how not to behave.